sometimes it is hard to understand how we can want two things at the same time...how does it make sense that we can argue with ourselves?...on the one hand we want one thing ...while at the same time something entirely different on the other...how? it is intriguing to know we are capable of multiple opinions at the same time...of multiple wills. even..but it is also frustrating. (am I making any sense here?...it is 2:40 in the morning...I should be in bed)