God is good to me. Way too good to me. I don't know why he blesses me so much. Not that my life is so charmed. I have a n awesome wife who gets sorely neglected. and two amazing boys whom I also miss during soccer season. They are growing up so fast!!! Levi is starting to read, Tyler is in school. Tomorrow graduation. I think I willl hit midlife hard, or rather vice versa. I feel old today. Lately I have felt old often. Things move so fast right now. I don't keep up very well. I get behind and that frustrates me. 30 has been WAY harder on me than I EVER thought it would be. I am mortal. According to stats I am almost as close to death as I am to life. And what do I have to show for it? What will I have to show for it?

Don't waste your life Aaron. Live with purpose and pursue it.

g'night