hard

doing things as unto the Lord and not unto men, is hard. Very hard.
especially when the people involved in the work are difficult to work
with. I was doing free work for people today and their dog bit me.
Didn't break the skin, didn't even hurt really. Just annoyed me. I
wish I half as Godly a lover of mankind as I try to convince myself
is the reality. God, grant me grace for the important moments in life.