epiphanicity: 11/01/2008 - 12/01/2008

hmmmmm?

11.29.2008

OINK!

I'm such a hedonist...

Thinking about you the other day
bout how you gave your life away
I'm so ashamed of the sin in me
amazing grace, how can it be?

I will worship you always
I will lift up my hands
to the one who is worthy
I'm giving all I am

every day can be such a lonely road
when I try to walk it on my own
but you have given me your hand to hold
prepared a place I can call my own

I will worship you always...

the joys of this world are running thin
what worked before never will again
searching for something that will satisfy
If I don't have you I know I'd just die

I will worship you always...

Did I see you today? Where did I miss you? I wasn't watching very
carefully was I? Sorry.

11.26.2008

hard

doing things as unto the Lord and not unto men, is hard. Very hard.
especially when the people involved in the work are difficult to work
with. I was doing free work for people today and their dog bit me.
Didn't break the skin, didn't even hurt really. Just annoyed me. I
wish I half as Godly a lover of mankind as I try to convince myself
is the reality. God, grant me grace for the important moments in life.

11.17.2008

100%

This morning I asked my 1st-born (Levi) to wake up his brother
Tyler. "Nicely" I said. I went to check, and I hear him singing the
wake-up song I use in the mornings on them, using the same stupid
voice I do when I am the one waking them from their slumber. A
sheepish grin crossed my face as I drew pleasure from my son
imitating me.

guess that's kind of like the pleasure God feels when I imitate Him.

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